Had goose bumps all over just to think about being held ,
the moment when the only thing you can feel is his breath next to you ,
and nothing in between.
Toxic , I think that's one of those chemicals that make you become addicted to substances like alcohol and cigarettes.
Am I addicted?
Will meeting help my kind of addiction?
You will be amazed how one phone message can do to you, it makes your heart beat a thousand times faster , turns your hunger into pure excitement,
makes you forget your proper manners,
And that's the magic of being human ,
you cant seem to control your emotions when it happens.
The only thing you can try is to desperately find justifications,
for your weakness,
and your helpless pathetic uncontrolled emotional ups and downs.
Woman, from Venus ?
More like from Clueless ?
Goose bumps are gone now, rushes slowed down ,
life goes on.
But why do you let them make you "unstable" every now and then?
May be it's the beauty of life ,
always so unpredictable like a roller coaster ride.
Or is it another justification we gave ourselves for being the way we are?
The so-called addiction ...
